No ma No pop No mom Dad or uncle No car No girl No paycheck No cure Imma just run back inside my own mind The pain is too much for me to hold on Imma retreat and go zombie in the blind time I hope I see me agian once I see sunshine I hope I see me again once I see the sunshine I blacked out for 3 and half years It was too much facing all my fears at once I snapped at family lost my temper I forgot how to feel joy No fo real I forgot how to feel joy This aint a metaphor It's all true And I beg for forgiveness From those I ran through The grudges I held Deserved or not Was still not the right way To maintain the plot Now I don't know what happened But I was watching a tense movie All the sudden I got downloaded back into myself I lost my mind I feel like neo jacked in for the first time I don't know if the songs We're reaching in Or if someone in heaven Got sick of my sins I just know I ran outside to see the sun shine bright Felt like just like For the first time Trauma is a mother fucker It'll take a whole life Dark sight While you sleep a night If I hurt anybody In my blacked out state Please forgive me It was all self hate I can't promise better I can promise different I can promise not to waste my life like Yinsen said I couldn't dig in couldn't see shit I thank whatever spirit Snapped me back in I pulled myself out of my own Grave I'm taking my fucking treasure And running with it (Repeat)

**Morph into my new ignition Core drill kill For the geass nation From the scraps of rap and heavy metal Im a Battle ready vessel channeling this Rebel** VERSE 1 Rise up till I block out bullshit Built from pain Imma new eclipse No lies in the eyes of a reckless tide When I ride my time You can find out Coredrill built to fight fear Fuck gold chains All I need is right here Got two brains Maintain my jeager If whitey yells monkey call me Ceaser Cyberoptics See through bullshit Target acquired Make the radio quit Fuck autotune Fuck an A.I. Got wings got guns I was built for this O.G. Gundam brand new fists Yall fake beef While I cancel the Apocalypse Reanimated From hybrid theory Bob to be a Vylan I'm a one mech army VERSE 2 The mosaic commander Heart of a star Mind of a warrior Shoving the bar Unleash the missiles Out of my chest Put it on paper And beat who is next Imma be a dick And give em somethin to choke on I cut through cap With the spirit of Voltron Reach new feats With MC speak I don't just preach I kill the Dylons All throne Imma stomp all clones strolling through life I crush all bones My bad I didn't notice you Cuz all you do Is tell me what I can't do The game ain't done Till my heart gets through I am not a gun Imma whole damn nuke **Chorus**

VERSE 1 Take pride you're even alive to hear this a grateful message Or is it the arrogance? If you don't like my views just treat me like the news And assume everything I say Is trying to kill you Israeli trained cops At war with Atlanta Blerd is the word So I'm standing with Wakanda I just wanna say FUCK COP CITY Nah for real FUCK COP CITY I got a problem with reality cuz I don't like the way the bitch is fuckin lookin at me Prolly cuz the silence more ugly than the violence Running from the fate and future falls of being homeless Who owes atonement The rich or the voiceless I pray one day we get to say What's the difference matrix malignant Infecting every instance Of every single pigment Of human existence Denmark said Fuck duel party systems Proportional Voting in my Representation State of mind State a rhyme Keep my feet on the grind By design Eat a centrist for breakfast Ya'll are classless Why even try I'm always overweight Like everybody to the BMI A Feminist That criticizes women Don't tell the internet They gonna get me futurama'd If you can't say That men's pain is valid You aint a feminist You exclusionary bitch VERSE 2 Drop bombs in October I'm an Oscar contender be an actor they remember By the time its November Excuse the execution Don't confuse my mission That was just me rappin As if I was a politician Anti genocide Yes pro Palestine Million kids die every check we sign A shot on the mic To end the Gaza fight When you check the origins Everybody's Canaanite! Not antisemitic I'm just cuttin through the static We all one wave Just the honest scientific I don't say it for the spirit It's a truth that you can witness The climate, the riots And of course, covid VERSE 3 You're the reason I can't step in Ohio If you can't keep a man I'm sure you can fuck Fido I don't wanna mention Our fucked up situation But my sober intention is just to stay away from women You was valid to be mad I just wish you did it sooner Instead of me thinking that you wanted a future Imagine being perfect And still not being worth it What's the point in our commitment If we dying at the surface Focused on the good I shoulda focused on the bad I wish I cheated on you For every single red flag You wanted the world in one quick moment Then teared me down every second I was tryna make it I hate me more Cuz I know I knew Instead of choosing happiness I kept choosing you Imma keep grinding I'm happy you grew Go cast a new curse On the next worse dude

VERSE 1 combative I hack damage and bleed savage Break Cycles I kill rivals with raw ravage No Mercy for egos and ho claimage Stay soft or stay stoned and be depressive I fight to stay soft cuz hard kills I'm a covid shot not viagra pill on the real the dark will consume you So I spit bars Playing Superman cartoons Kindness is a blade That cuts all shade Try to stay sane and just maintain In the middle of the rain I move like Bruce Wayne Dance, Dodge, Dip better than complain no matter how many times I get shot I still got life to live I cant stop Word to Jelly Roll Motivation The windshield bigger than the rear for a reason VERSE 2 No diss to all the good christians But all Beez did was propose an option I seen a lot of sides of different religions All of em are fucked up for some kinda reason I took it inward And that gives me strength The books are all crooked but my logic straight If you picked a god that makes you feel safe Better be love, never move with hate I got enough strength To kill a McMahon And is dumb best friend Laurinaitis too Better yet Give a gun To survivors let her pull the trigger on the cucks who abused her This aint the Code That posed with Ditko Im in Max Caster mode With Naomi glow This aint no game to us Afraid of us In hell's hotel I'm angel dust Verse 3 I got a lot of loss that I gotta deal with But I never did drugs cuz fuck that shit Tell the old women Who be at the chapel That I'm not confused I'm just versatile trauma does not define me Its how I carry that stamps my identity Same thing for the child abuse I learn from the ladies cuz I been there too I want more women in political sanctum men killed earth and took humanity with them Made up money just to make more money Now we kill ourselves just to make more money Women fucked up Like the rest of us But I wonder how much That's because of us I’m afraid every day I wake I’m not enough But I gotta be Cuz all I am is me

**Begging for a feather Just to balance the scale Beat me Kill me Just don't leave me Begging for a feather Just to balance the scale Id rather be dead Than alone** VERSE 1 I done a lot fucked up shit Immature shit Survival became An embarrassment Shot in the chest Too many damn times Convinced myself A stab is just fine Losing makes you a winner But only if you fight back being a martyr Wishin I was lookin As good as my reflection I chose blind hope Cuz the code woulda burned it away [Bridge] I would do anything To not lose again (Repeat) **Chorus** I cut out my own eyes Made more lies Ignored every pore On the mask I wore A drop a water looks different the desert A bad decision Looks warmer in cold weather I feared my own strength Cuz its smarter than me It woulda shattered what I had Cuz it knows I'm lying And if I break one more Then I lose one more And I can't afford the pain Of getting beaten anymore [Bridge] **chorus** /Breakdown/ They wanna talk Real man shit But I can't handle any more of these hits Let's see you keep groove and get up and move After getting soul crushed for another cycle (Repeat) No telling what I'll do next If I just lose just one more breath I'm afraid of what I might do next If I just lose just one more breath (Repeat)

VERSE 1 Chronic stain In my chronic brain I waste away Cuz I been that Runaway I change the frame Always the same Its just playback Perfect play How do I say Rerun that image again Zoom in enhance I'm in my trance At least in here I'm free **Make it go away I dont have time today Watch the clock Turn back to rust The future falls Between my fingers** Beggin every minute for a redo See through Fill any god damn crack I can bleed through Slip into my separation Drop the present like its car keys I need morphine Imma more feind Reality to me Is just unseen The escape room Became my doom Now I can't sleep Cuz im always dreaming **chorus** [Breakdown] If I transition back to present without settling for at least 10 seconds I walk out mad and feel uneven Takes two hours to not feel broken Make this my new declaration Stop dreaming And use the present This blanket burns And I'm suffocating I save myself from the grip of safety

VERSE 1 Thank god for another mass shooting The whites were assuming That racism is dead How many times we gotta die just for reds to realize We're just people who just wanna feel safe To walk outside This song will not be made with a reverence for the same Hold my black card If I say anything too strange Now watch real quick As I do a neat little magic trick I stab you in the dick And take back my fuckin shit A nigga would rather be a nazi than emasculated Then you wonder why I got a bunch of white friends Survivalist cages for all the melanin emotional rages for every form of fem Talk to O'Shea Sibly About which black lives matter His soul never broke And it made you shatter The anger we show To alternative mannerisms Your questioning of my Blackness is a form of White capitalism VERSE 2 I'm sick of older men Asking me how old I am Just so they can emphasize That I'm not were I'm supposed to be Raised on trauma Starting with a dead Mamma Your cocky macho ass Should be happy I'm still alive I'm right we're I'm supposed to be making progress steadily your views are a generation behind In this economy Don't act like you know me If all I've given you is kindness The biggest mistake I make Is forgetting I'm a riot Subliminal bass So that you cant forget the rumble Somebody please tell Tyrone He can get fucked without the mumble And if he stumbles I hope he find himself Outside his bubble And embrace the concept Of men needing to fuckin cuddle I love new music Everyday I listen to it Just make sure who you call goat Is actually beyond decent Attack with tact with bat That's on fire And smack hack rappers Until they left in a pool of liars VERSE 3 Too much Kendrick in my system, feelin cocky A million deviations from cool I box moxly Watch the popularity matrix try to stop me Yes they call me corny but only until you bite me Code is the name better dissect the flow Criss-crossed house of pain With Batroc the Patilio I done spent all week beating all my meat To DeSantis shoved into a wood chipper from his head to feet Normally that much wood Would make a mother fucker chipper I chucked a whole nut and got some abortion on my sneakers They think that cum stains Are the same as membranes But only when it's beneficial for the power They maintain Not the demographic Meant for this sadistic topic But a vote is not opinion It's the right to have the option Votin with emotion for a motion that will kill you Shoving your opinions onto women I should Choke you Just a bunch a bitches Actin like a bunch of babies Stamina for camera But never for America They don't really give fuck Load the cash up in the truck You are not a human being Just another slave to us [The "Oh shit" section of the song] I am disruptor I come to bring you power Disrupt the cycle Turn a rival into burning towers (Repeat) VERSE 4 Social perfection demands That every second Must be a complete Representation of my entire fucking being Otherwise I'm not valid in the eyes of complete strangers that somehow have more power Than the person in the mirror A pride parade made of every gay that hates they's What exactly are you White rainbows So pride of anyway? The "we don't date black guy isms?" The "you're not valid isims?" The I "gotta compete with women so I can't date you isims?" Oh, was I supposed to be trending? Make a 20 second fuckboy song To get the middle school jumpin? bow to the power of tik tok And suck its dumb dick dock With a new shuck and jive For the algorithm to leech on The speed of information Is equal to degradation Complex people battle bloody for the simple Perspective is reality That shit be fuckin scaring me Don't even get me started on the uselessness of probability I'm not an artist I'm a talented mental patient A borderland man With no respect for reality

Cataclysm has risen inside of penicillin driven to the Reason of rhythm just for war commission Sick of kissin the demon inside of deep depression Turning into Satan I'm the devil you been lyin to Rebirth of assassin Cyberpunk champion New dimension Same mission Wreckin religion the system is pain motor spit fire I snap like Mustang **I just had to prove a point Even straight edge You can still feel the joint Anytime, anywhere War in the rut What's that sound? It's Code in the cut** If godliness is cleanliness I be dropping F words for the filthiness I'm too legit My whole damn crew is sick It's just me, my thoughts And my varients Boom punk With a funk for the flex Set my stage Welcome to a new age I feel me Falling into myself And the final impact Made the gods step back You don't wanna fuck with this I can make you feel real dumb real quick Whether it's the brain, or a bullet or a fist If it don't make love Imma kill that shit